Exploring.

Thoughts.

I’m on my lunch at work, sitting in the loading dock watching people go in and out, load their cars, etc. I’ve had a really good couple of days, but I still have pretty far to go on the happiness scale. I’m tired of having hope and expectations for people. It ends in disappointment. It’s hard not to though, I don’t understand people sometimes. People have all this amazing potential and most of them seem to have no interest in reaching it. I don’t get where this obsession with “living it up and having fun, staying young” came from or what the point is. I’m tired of seeing these teenagers come in and act ridiculous, or these 4 year olds scream because they can’t have something. What is with these people? I’m losing my patience with the world.